Day 5 without you. 

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My heart aches today. I’m at the airport without you. We made this trip together, and I’m going home alone. I want to yell and scream, but don’t know who to be mad at. I scroll through social media and see couples hugging and kissing. I’ll never get to hug or kiss you again. It hurts everywhere. 

I know you want me to go home to the children, but I hate leaving you behind. It was supposed to be you and me against the world. I only survived this long because of you. The world is cold without you in it. I wish you were here. We had so many plans. We wanted to take the kids all over the world. How do I stay strong for them? I miss you. 

My soul yearns for your soul. I am broken without you. I love you